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The single-minded craving to reach the shrine possessed the pilgrim - would she make it? And where was the shrine - out there or within?
The single-minded craving to reach the shrine possessed the pilgrim – would she make it? And where was the shrine – out there or within?
When sanity left its home leaving no address behind, in panic I cried, “Where shall we go now to cure our madness?”
I heard a voice presently, an echo of the most Absolute kind. ‘Find Truth. Find Me. There alone you will find sanity.’
I looked around considering, and pawed at the emptiness surrounding me.
‘Find you? Where do you live?’
‘In the heart of a jungle, lustrous and green. Nature is my ultimate abode.’
Confounded and clueless, I said, ‘In a jungle? How do I reach there? Lead me to where you stay. I must not delay. I am losing my bearings fast.’
I waited as moments of silence passed, as if the voice was preparing a route map to its dwelling. And then it spoke again, its timbre resonating between the walls within which I was caught.
“You will be guided. But be forewarned. The journey is long and arduous, and you cannot hurry.” The caution in the voice made me tremble. It was ominous.
‘Know the perils. You must tread through dense forests where fierce aspects prowl, trek past dark trails where venomous snakes lurk, beat the wild creatures that ambush from behind blind corners and face hurdles that can break your resolve.’
I swallowed hard. ‘Will I make it?’
‘Most certainly. If you have the will and virtue. And a single-minded craving to meet me in my shrine.’
I thought of the rough terrains I will have to cross and felt jitters in my veins. I closed my eyes and reflected on the deep, dark jungle, the wild animals on the way, the jagged paths and the stumbling blocks that would lead to where this voice resides. That’s where sanity prevails. That’s where peace resides.
I meditated on what the voice had just said. My breath rose and fell amid a silken silence. And then in a passing instant, almost as if struck by a sudden awareness, I exclaimed, ‘Are you that, by any chance? Ayyappa.’
‘Yes. I am That. So Hum. And That you are too. Tat Twam Asi.’
I felt a shiver in my body. A lone tear waited to break the bund and I heard bells toll in my heart. Deep in my soul, beyond the sentient space, past the wilderness of thought, I briefly caught a lamp’s distant glimmer. As it flickered and vanished, I whispered, choking on my words, ‘Show me the way. I promise I will see you in your abode one day.’
‘I shall be waiting,’ the voice said, before petering out and merging with my heartbeat. There, in the wild woods, it rested.
A pilgrimage had just begun. One that isn’t limited by approvals and prohibitions. One where the destination is the source itself.
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Asha Iyer Kumar is an author, life-writing coach, active blogger, and youth motivational speaker based in Dubai. She is an Opinion page columnist with Khaleej Times, Dubai, writing on Life and Living, and is read more...
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UP Boards Topper Prachi Nigam was trolled on social media for her facial hair; our obsession with appearance is harsh on young minds.
Prachi Nigam’s photo has been doing the rounds on social media for the right reasons. Well, scratch that- I wish the above statement were true. This 15-year-old girl should ideally be revelling in her spectacular achievement of scoring a whopping 98.05% and topping her tenth-grade boards. But oddly enough, along with her marks, it’s something else that garners more attention – her facial hair.
While the trolls are driving themselves giddy by mocking this girl who hasn’t even completed her school yet, the ones who are taking her side are going one step ahead – they are sharing her photoshopped pictures, sans the facial hair, looking nothing less than a celebrity with captions saying – “Prachi Nigam, ten years later”.
Doctors have already diagnosed her with PCOD in their comments, based on photographic evidence. While we have names for people shamed for their weight – body shaming, for their skin colour- racism, for their age- age shaming, for being a female- sexism, this category of shaming where one faces criticism for their appearance has no name. With that, it also has zero shame attached to it.
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